Well that is it. Some days you wonder, if the world you are living in is worth it, because it always wants to be as awful as it can be. This is not about giving up but about trying to find hope where if things are going to get better, it will not be within your lifetime, you are just the stepping stone to the next phase.
This last year, Twitter just reached the point, where I can no longer pretend that I can be there. In the last year I mostly used it for following artist but now I cannot feel comfortable doing that while being on the platform. I locked it down, made it so that anyone who follows me can see it, but no one else, a bit like an archive. I have always had an issue mass deleting something, that has been around for so long, but even now I think I should delete it.
I once was trying to bring my blog back, but when I did that the first time, after I made that post back in 2023, I did not continue it because I feel my heart was not in it and frankly what would I talk about? I am not so vain, to think that my ideas, are so important, that I need to write them out. But then I did that for years on Twitter just in a shorter form. So bring my blog back again, for real this time, will be something I will follow up on. I know that do not need to post, all the time, like I did on Twitter but every so often in a longer form and with more detailed thoughts.
As of right now, I guess I would talk more about my readings about the Korean War, which I have spent almost a whole year doing, mostly video panels, some papers and the novel "The Frozen Hours" by Jeff Shaara based on the events of the Battle of Chosin Reservoir, learning about Gen. O.P. Smith, and just what the Marines went through. It's a great drama to read.
As of now that is all I have to say and will finish with this. Try to be nice and find hope but know that it is okay to feel sad and if you love someone, tell them that you are in love with them.
Sincerely,
Dollow Rlance.
